Monday, February 21, 2011

Good News

I got a call on Sunday and I got a job! YAY!!
This means that I will have a job come April. I will being staying down here for the summer. Which is nice because I won't have to be 3 hours from my Sheldan all summer long. =D I hope Sheldan just doesn't get sick of me. I am getting that paranoid things where I think he hates me being around so much since I am on Mid-Winter Break (Spring Break). I love being able to be around him so much! Going back to school in a week will suck so much.
The only bad thing lately is I miss my family so much at times. You know sometimes I just wish things could be back to normal. I haven't talked to anyone in my family in probably a month or so. If my mom would make an effort to actually get back in my life or something I would probably agree right to it. But I am not going to crawl back. I feel what she did was not fair and I don't want her thinking that I have came around and that what she did was the right thing in all. I guess I have my standards on things.
I have been thinking about my family so much lately though. One day I took a really good cry just remembering all the good times, or the times that weren't so bad. I don't know what to do. SO I guess I will continue on in my life and try to fight the thought of missing them.
I have my Sheldan and while its probably not a good thing that I only have him. I love him so much, I don't care. He brings me so much joy and love!!

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