Lost

Sometimes I just don't know what I am doing.

I hate when you feel so lost and the one person you always go to, isn't there. It breaks your heart and makes you question everything. I love him so much! but I don't know what I do to make him so mad at times. I just want to talk to him and he just doesn't want to talk to me. He is all I have and I don't know what to do. I am sure in a few days it will all be fine.
But the pain, is just so much!!

I wish I could explain better how much you mean to me! You are my world, my everything, I just want to make you happy. I have never been so happy than I am with you. I can get mad and frustrated at times, but give me like ten to twenty minutes alone to cool off and all I want is you. Your the one I go to when I am down, confused, and lost. But when these things happen and its between us I don't have you there anymore and I still want to go to you. I wish you could see this and read my heart and see how many times your name is written ALL over it.

I want to talk to you and show you.