This Dream

This dream last night
I was in a car with David and we were on that road that comes into Sparta from Alpine. I can't remember what it is called, but you end up going by Family Fare and end up on State Street. He was going really fast and I started to get scared and I think he realizes because he started to slow down but when he hit the breaks hard we spun and like roled on our side (as in the car did) I was in the back seat in the middle buckled but I ended up under the bench seat in the back all the way on the left side. I had unbuckled myself I remember and I was trying to say David are you ok but it was so faint you couldn't actually hear it. When the fire rescue came I was trying to figure out what to do. So I paniced and rebuckled myself on the left seat, and act like I was just unbuckling and they came up and told me not to move. I tried to explain to them what I remembered but since my seating arrangement didn't match the story because I had moved they told me I was probably fine and could go. Then as I started to leave I realized that my face was cut and swollen real bad. I just wanted to fine you Sheldan but I couldn't remember how to text or use my phone. I tried to ask my mom to take me to you but you were at walmart with your mom so she drove me there and I tried to find you. I couldn't find you but I could find your mom and sister. They looked at me and was like WHAT Happen!! lol

I remember waking up and my face hurt

It's been awhile

Since I have posted but I feel I have been busy trying to get ahead in my work because this Wednesday I am leaving for Sparta!! YAY
I am excited for this break and time to visit my home town. I miss people.
I am going to stay with my mom, I hope it goes well and she is happy to have me stay there. I thought it was a good step for me to bring this up and ask her to let me, I feel this is me trying and I hope she see's that. I also really hope this time that Sheldan and I will be able to walk around like we use to and hopefully "go see my dad" I haven't been there in SOOO long. =[
I am also excited to see Sheldan's mom and sisters. I love them like my own family lol

School has been going well and I feel I have been doing really well and working hard. Even used the library on campus a few times this past week and a half.

I start work on April 1st and hope it goes well and that I will be able to make enough money to safe for school. I am a little worried about how my financial air will work out. (reminds me I finally filed my taxes) =]

Today Sheldan and I bought a tv stand and cleaned his room and we are going to start saving our money for fish. We were trying to save for a trip to Mackinaw for a week but we have been putting the fish off so much that now we really want to focus on that.

Thing just seem to be going so well. I am so happy and excited. I can't thank Sheldan enough for all he does for me and we have a great thing going for us.
=D

It's surprising what you may never know

For a project for my Social Work class I have to make this huge portfolio on a social issue. My issue is self-injury. While it says you could include personal stories who deal or have dealt with the issue. So when I did a survey for my project and writing project, I learned of so many people who have self-harmed. Now I am gathering some stories from individuals to use and it just shocks me what some of them were going through. Even with the people that I have known they struggled with it, the details in the story just make me feel horrible for not helping them more.
This is really true in many cases, you never really know the extent of what some people go through. It makes you wondering sometimes what really is going on out there in the world and even right next door.

The Weekend

I have had such an amazing weekend with my Sheldan!!
Today he took me tot he Melting Pot, which is a fondue place. The services wasn't the best but most of the food was good. Sheldan and I got to go out and do something new and special though that was the best part.
Over the weekend Sheldan and I have just been hanging out and being close together. We have been watching movies, tv and relaxing. I feel we have been home a lot of the weekend by ourselve which is nice because we get to just relax and hold each other.
We even made a fort in his room with blankets! hehe it was so cool, Like being a kid again. We even slept in it for like 3 hours or so. Surprisingly it was very comfy.
This weekend has just seemed so special and amazing! I am sad to go back to school but can't wait for next weekend. =D
Also can't wait to go to SPARTA!! woot woot

Make people like you

Six ways to make people like you

1. Become genuinely interested in other people.
2. Smile.
3. Remember that a person's name is to that person the sweetest and most important sound in any language.
4. Be a good listener. Encourage others to talk about themselves.
5. Talk in terms of the other person's interests.
6. Make the other person feel important - and do it sincerely.


Thank you stumbleupon

And the Stress Returns

I came back to my dorm tonight after my week off for mid-winter break (spring break) and I am feeling overwhelmed. Which is crazy because nothing is happening for me to feel this way. I just start thinking of every possible thing I have to do and it seems like a lot when really it is not.
So to help myself I will make list of things to do.

-Fafsa on Monday
-Fill Taxes by Monday
-Laundry on Monday
-Alcohol norm Follow Up on Tuesday
-Fix Research Paper by Wednesday
-Study for SW Midterm by Thursday
-Writing Center for Research Paper by Thursday
-PSY quiz on Friday
-Edit Research Paper after Wednesday by Friday
-Read Chapter 8 for PSY by Sunday
----Next Week----
-Audience Analysis by Tuesday
-PSY Quiz by Wednesday

That is it for now I have to do my FAFSA

Things That Make Me Happy

Because Ms. Kelly Brewer told me too haha

10 Things That Make Me Happy Are... (in no real order by the way)

1. Sheldan - Honestly I don't know what I would do without him. He makes me smile every single day!! He has been there for me and continues to be there for me. I love him so much and everyday I don't see him, I go crazy missing him. I wish I could explain how much he means to me.

2. Kelly Brewer - Also known in my head by KB or Kel, though I never call her this in person, text or to others. (hence my pervious post just about her) We have had our fights, we don't talk as much but lately we talk here and there and I really enjoy it. We have had some amazing times together and I have done dumb shit with her but the experiences are priceless. I miss going to the cottage, hanging with her everyday. I love that girl. lol

3.Getting mail - as silly as that may seem. It makes me very happy.

4. Having money to spend on others - I love giving to others

5. PJ shorts/softball shorts - they are so comfy to wear

6. Hugs - while I never really was one to give a bunch of hugs, I absolutly love them! They make me feel special haha

7. Strawberries - I love the fruit to start with but they never serve strawberries at school in there fruit bowls and when they do its like heaven

8. Playing Broad/Card Games - they make me so happy to play and challenge others or just have a great time with others.

9. Going on walks with Sheldan - we use to all the time in the beginning of our relationship but then we moved =[

10. Memories - Just memories of all the good times in my life. Though it can be sad, more of it is making me happy remembering.

I am sure there are many more as well.